So much for the afterglow…

So after 3 sleepless nights I finally gave in a took sleeping pills last night, and I think they actually worked - either that or I was so exhausted that my body just gave in and let me sleep.

I’m not even really sure why I haven’t been sleeping. My brain has always had a problem shutting down at night - that’s why the Uni life suited me so well - wake up early afternoon, go to bed around 3am. I’ve had messed up sleep patterns since I can remember, it’s just not very practical in the the real world.

I’ve also found myself getting stupidly angry about things that I start thinking about, and then I can’t stop thinking about them and it makes me even more angry. Mostly family and money issues. Sometimes i just wish I could say all the things in my head to the people they concern, but I know how it would turn out, and I’d probably only end up feeling worse. It’s difficult never being able to voice a lot of stuff in my head though.

Tagged as: insomnia. Angry Kate is Angry. apparentlyIneedpillstosleep?.